笑容的背后

每天看我满脸笑容，可是你们不知道，我多么的想关起我自己，不想应酬其他人！

每个人都问我，zoe你工作还好吗？？ 我说还好啊！！那他们又说，你为什么你在facebook写到这样不开心？？

这时候我才发现，原来当我一个人时，我是多么的悲哀。。甚至写的日也是悲哀。。

我想的东西，我不能用语言来表达，我习惯的，很自然的，把所有事都收在心里，改不了。。

终于，我找到了原因，原来当我坦白的表达内心所有的一切时，眼泪会在我眼里流出来，很自然的，很顺的。。。

所以，我选择静静的。。。

当我要说时，让我对你说，因为那时我忍不住了。。。我需要一个人来倾诉。。。

拜托了。。。我才发现，原来我的笑容是假的，笑容的背后，是一个伤心忧虑的人。。。

我的招牌笑容 :D

Haha, this is my 'zhao pai' smiling!!!!

I like to smile, I love to smile!!!

Smiling can cure all the sadness things!!!

Thats why I'm living with a happy mood all the day!!!

no worry, no moody, no angry, just be happy ~~ <3

cheers~~~ happy go lucky...

I aim for forever 21 2 clothes for a whole week, now I'm coming to get you both!!! pls wait me, I'm just only your owner!!!

I hate!!!

I hate some body kidding with me but there is not funny seriously!

I hate the senior who is moody and she or he is trying to show black face to me or scold me!

I hate the rushing work!

I hate no money!

I hate to talking some time!

I hate the feeling of hungry!

I hate the feeling of someone is not caring about me, but some time I hate people always caring about me! HAHA...

I HATE to begging people!!!!!!!!!!! MOST HATE ==

I hate the childish guys, due to I am a mature girl!

I hate the moody person!

I hate hate hate!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

This called life, when you wanna achieve a thing, you will try hard to do it, but on the way you will feel very tired, after you get the things you will feel happy????!!!!! some yes some no i think so!

Life is actually a wondeful and beautiful and colorful,

is the time to appriciate all the things and not trying to blame anything everythings and anyone!!!

Love You, Love Life~

having a moody mood, and hearing the love & smooth song *my favourite*

off day - shopping day

yesh, today is off day!!!

nothing to do huh!!

no no..

i wanna sleep betul betul, last few days working till so late
and woke up in the early morning, damn tired la!!!
stupid boss!!! @#$%^&* oppssss.....

thats all for today, just because i wan to update my blog as well...

and

i wanna go shopping with mom already!!!

piuuuu, bye...

with happy mood

If I were a princess....

zoe princess ♥

If I were a princess, I will go shopping (like mad)...

If I were a princess, I will held a lot of dinner party..

If I were a princess, I will decorate my room (noble and elegant)...

If I were a princess, I will have all my diet at restaurant but not kopitiam...

If I were a princess, I will go to do plastic surgery (double-edged eyelid), slimming...

If I were a princess, I will go for facial everyday...

If I were a princess, I will buy many many snack...

If I were a princess, I can meet my prince ♥...

If I were a princess, I .............. * sorry can't dinish it *

Bon ordori~~

HAHA, my tittle write as Bon Ordori but actually my post it's not link with it even a little bit...

oppsss, got la,because today is Bon ordori, but we didn't go to explenate..

so we 3 pity guys are going to eat our dinner at 'papa rich', yea just we 3...

the feeling is quite weird, I feel sad so sudden... maybe this time just left we 3 person...

but anyhow I must make them happy...

mom's nasi lemak, walau this cost RM8.90!!! SOOO expensive!!
but nice XD

this is mine, I don't know called what..

papa roti toast, you know the bread is pretty soft!!!

why my dad jzust eat so little?? guess guess guess???

haha, because this early moring he already told me he want go to eat the economic rice on 12am sharp!!!!!

yes!! it's around 大路后there...he heard my cousin say the economic rice is damn nice and will a lot of people go there even at mid night...

SEE, I didn't lie you!!!! they just start the business and the customer was queue to wait them sevre the meal!!!! Woooooo...

this my dad supper!!!!!

okok, the end of my post...

oh wanna say something to my ex housemate- connie..

cheer up nie~~ just try your best even this is hard!! before you wanna made any decision just think propally, anyhow I will always sypport you!!!

+U

Pantai Kerachut 4-7-2010

Yesh!!! Finally i went to Pantai Kerachut...^^

sleep at 2.30am last night and work up 6.30am the morning...

Now, lets the picture tell the story...here we go~~~

Before hiking we girls must take picture heh...

Oh raining...like ama(grandma)!!!

the entrance of the mountain

on our way, feel excited!!! and i must mention that the mountain is not hard to hike as I thought...

Woohuu... we are arrive pantai kerachut, see we so happy..
before we are reach we can hear the sounf wave...

we are so lucky because the weather we go is too perfect..
no sun no rain and still got turtle!!! HAHA...

having our lunch-nasi lemak

after lunch we go to see the turtle!!! see so lucky we are!!!
don't you feel envy??!! heh...

when we don't know they all went where, we prefer sleeping instead of do nothing...

playing games section..
when we are playing we saw a 'amo' and invite her to play with us, she is really friendly..
her name-Flower

here we are~~~
say cheers~~~

oh~~~4pm back by boat!!!
the wave is so big that time, quite scary...

wuuu~~~~

SEE, all of them is posting thier convocation's picture!!!

All of them was officially GRADUATE!!!

But me??!! Wuuuu~~~~ Wuuu~~~~ Wuuu!!!!!!!!

I don't want!!! I don't want!!!

Regret also no use already!!!!!!!!

Face to it la Poh Yeong Huey!!!!!!!

As connie say, it will be my turn!!!!!!!!!

I'm just waiting the right time...

coming soon~~~

The dinner

Ka chak ka chak ka chak~~~
♥

it's mean i'm taking picture~~~

yeah action ♥

zoe ♥ alicia

i know this is ugly ^^

alicia ♥ lovely mummy

pretty mom (people say we three look like 3 sibling)

HAHAHA ^^

alicia ask me to send picture msg for her "baby" and said she miss him ♥

the last photo but not least

I quite enjoy the dinner although all the people I also not recognize, but they are so kind...

love them and God bless them ^^

卓佳慧

她，是我最要好的朋友，俗称—好朋友。
我对她却又爱有恨。
我讨厌她每次都爱自己乱乱乱想，又问我一些有的没的，回答她了，又说我的答案另到她对我失望，拜托，我只是给意见而已嘛～～～
每次这样吵过后我都会看回信息，她真是另我感到伤心+心烦啊！！！(偷偷告诉你，今晚，当我看回我们每一张的信息时，我掉了几滴泪，几滴而已啦)
可是，
她，对我很好(我觉得我也对她不赖啊)。。。
她，常常开车载我（可是，有的时候我也会载她啊，很少啦）。。。
她，常常打电话给我（可是，我没钱啊，而且，我都电话费一半以上都是sms你耶）。。。
她，有时候会请我吃东西耶（我没钱嘛，我真的没钱）。。。
她，很有心思的去做一些东西给我（我没那个心思嘛，其实，我懒惰啦，行了没）。。。
她，每次吵架都让我（我知道我霸道，可是。。。呵呵。。。）。。。
她，每次说我们意见不合时所说的话很伤她（也许你不知道，我是一个不善于表达的人，固执的人，你要我说的话，好听的话我故意不说，对不起啦）。。。
她，把我宠坏了（我妹说的）（就因为如此，当你说不要再对我好了，我嘴里说很好，但是我却害怕起来）。。。
我们的友谊应该会长久吧？！

This is my mood now

HAHA.... yesh, it's relaxing~~~

how good am I!!!!

sit at home, watch movie, eating, sleeping................

BUT, now gaining fat!!!!!! AAArrrrrggggg!!!!!!

Well, I am going to find some job this few week, if not my mom will bla bla bla in front of me when she face me!!!!!

Good bye lazy mood, welcome pressure day!!!!

ill at ease

You all might don't understand me,

same as here..... even I myself also not understand me...

now I feel very hopeless, do you know??

Its not so easy to settle, my future plan is broken down because of the suck college!!!

The last and resit paper that have no offer for the resit student, how come???

Why wanna give us wait and wait and wait??!!! FOR WHAT PURPOSE???

what I plan e.g when I'm going to continue my degree and bla bla bla is totally gone...

GONE again!!!

So unlucky har me... what's the fate here??? so suck, so unlucky, so sad, so hopeless, so scare...

I think I sounld try to change myself to become a smart and brave...

Whatever happen I should not CRY and settle myself, the point is do not blame others...

try to the best of my ability~~~

as connie always mention cheers~~~ *but actually I wanna tell her its not so easy to cheer la~~~

I'm fed up :(

At the 1st a beautiful planning is gone!!!
my KL trip!!!

I don't like you treat me not seriously, expecially is what i told you!

I had make a few time confirmation to you told you that i will going to there and find you, plus I already planed my KL trip to my sister and ask her don't worry me... I summore go and check the map to see through the way how i go to find you all.......

but I really don't know actually you got your own planning on that day and you didn't tell me anything!!!
If i really went there,then what you aspect I do??!!
follow your allllllll friendsssssss fooling together??

At the very 1st i thought you all will very welcome me...
haha *cool smile*
is it??!!
i think nope!!!
anyway i wont go there find your already...
you are spoiled my mood today!!!!!!!!!!
really

That is not the fate,its because of me, myself!

Result will be release by tomorrow!!!

But today I accompany jia hui go to college for the 1st day orientation week.

Well I have a very 'good luck' to met my lecturer- miss louise.

Just a simply sk about wheather I got pass in her subject or not?

A very great and shock answer she gave me, she told me just

5 people out of 13 people passed in this paper - Media and Adv.

I continue ask, how about me? She ask me about my full name and think a minute and tell me, I think you no pass!!!!

OMG!!! Its really sad!!! Its really so sad!!!

Actually while after I take this paper, I already know the result, but still hope it can pass smoothly...

Until now I really received the bad news, it was so disappointed to me, I myself...

I cannot graduate together with my friendsss!!!!!!

Oh no no no

Deleted

Okay, enough, I was deleted every thingssss... Including my mind... Including what I said...

Mass Com Night 2♥1♥

I don't want to talk so much right here,

just let the picture do the talking>>>

took the picture before going

WAHHHHHHH!!! This shot look so slim!!!!

I ♥ it

Gosh!!!! we are kssing!!!!!!!!!



Me & Sandy

'Aneh' posting

Me & Janice

Our lecturer- Ms Ngu

Blacky girls ♥

Ying Chiet, Phaik Im, Daisy, Zoe, Evonne, Jasmine, Chloe

our lovely class rep- Suzzhane

Y2M 56

Handsome guy- TP Neoh

pretty enjoy on that night♥