2010♥

♥ HAPPY NEW YEAR ♥

OK, honestly I was very mad to my sisters them in the very beginning, I was begging them to go with us together, BUT..........................

but at the end I had straighten out my mind to that I cannot force anyone to do the things they are unwilling to do...

Its OK^^, you all just go to enjoy your party, still got me can accompany our parent although I also have party in my friend house...

I am very willing to do this so I must feel very happy to that and cannot blame anyone^^

Firstly, I and my mom went to my cousin house to have the steamboat together!!!♥

HAHA^^ This idea is come out from my cousin and all on the sudden/ last minutes!!!

She decided fetch her mom go to the market that nearby Farlim there and buy some steamboat stuff...

7pm++ Ooo, I and my mom went to their house and kindly buy some drinks and ice to there...

A very pretty nice steamboat♥!!!

9pm++ I went to my friend house to bbq again...eat again!!! ngek ngek ngek^^ FAT jor la, but I just take some fish ball only la, not so much too...

10.30pm++ I wanna back already although I know she is very unhappy, but I have no more choice due to my dad is back from his work and I decided bring them go to e-gate to countdown!!! I was expect she can understand me but she didn't, her family got SO many people can countdown together but mine one is just two, so I need to back!!!

So I didn't bother her and back^^

11.15pm++ reached e-gate... damn... no more table is empty!!! walk round and round also can't find any empty table=.=

So I decided go and buy some drinks at Starbucks first...and luckily I saw a place but it is indoor but it's better than no^^

Ordered a cup of Java chips♥- my favorite drinks... and a cup of toffee nut frappuccino & a piece of cake♥

before we left I ask them to wish for themselves and not for their children, both of them are wishing can be safe and sound♥ and I said all the wishes will be come true when you are wish in the new year^^

there are some picture when we are in Starbucks but kinda blur^^

After Starbucks, my friends come and meet up me again, and we just go for a drive around gurney and then went back!!!

That's all my New Year Eve!!!♥

又再一个深夜了

脑海里藏了几千几百万个字想说，想写，想发泄出来，可是当我面对着电脑的时候我且写不出内容，只能写出现在的感受。

想着 想着，眼睛却被泪水把我的视线给弄模糊了。。。

有些事只能自己知道，告诉了别人，人家会说你在背后讲人家的坏话。。。毕竟，人格有致，他有他的样，我有我的样，竟然别人跟我开不了这样子的玩笑，那以后我就得记住了，不要再犯同样的错了。。。或，不要再跟他人开完笑了。。。

我就是这样，喜欢夸张的摆弄各种的玩笑，姿态，现在的我才知道，原来这样会让人觉得我是一个做作的女生。。。我从来都没擦觉到，真的，我发誓。。。

表面装坚强的我，每次每次都独自一个人的，多在房间了偷偷哭泣。。。已经忘记了大大声，狂哭的感觉了。。。为了要展现我不是一个弱者，我选择了这样来掩护自己。。。

原来当我真正遇到有心事的时候，我会选择藏在心里；我不会选择飚车，反而架得更慢；一个人回到家时，又办得没一回事。。。

前天，二姐还问我说，我是不是失恋了，为什么看起来闷闷不乐。。。哈哈，那只是因为我没心情讲话而已，没谈什么恋爱啦！做人真的好累啊！！！你知不知道？？要看人家的脸色做人。现在，连跟人家开个小玩笑也要看对方的心情先。。。

我想了很久很久，到底要改变我的性格呢，还是保留自己的做人的方式？？？我不知道。。。顺其自然吧！！！

好想念以前小时候的日子；好想逃避现在的生活/日子；好想去高高的山上看星星，这样我跟星星的距离就会比较近，它们会知道我的存在，知道我在跟它们说心事；好想有人可以跟我分担这一切的一切；真的好想。。。 好想。。。好想。。。因为我真的觉得好累，好累。。。

A sleepless night

Oh oo~

Now is 4:07am, but me still sit infront on my laptop...

again a sleepless night!

now hearing some songs, reading people blog, thinking some problem....

what's problem??!

It's about you?

Seriously you are hurting me so deep, and I feel very SAD yet MAD to you.

Is you calling us go out together, but at the end why you are keeping quietly.

I don't understand?

Ask me need to cherish about our friendship, I doesn't did it before? are you really feel like that?

I don't understand?

I thought after you STPM we can hang out and crazy whole day, but I was wrong!

Totally wrong!

You say I didn't care for you before, am I?

I thought that's all is not the problem, but yesterday when I saw your message, I just realize that we are having SO MANY problem between you and us...

To you:

Next time please don't force yourself do the things you don't like.

If you don't want we ask you anythings please voice out.

If you want do a whole plannig for us to hang out please hear our suggestion first.

Seriously I'm not blaming you now at all, I also want you know what is my feeling when you say this all things to me. Between I will not going to appologize with you.

YOU ARE ALWAYS MY BEST FRIEND

矛盾

眼泪；哭泣

它 根本解决不了问题；

它 只会把那些你所要忘记的回忆通通都浮现回脑海里；

它 只会给我们带来跟痛苦；

发泄工具

它 的却是我们的发泄工具；

不管男女老少，都会流泪；

不管你有多坚强，总会有流泪的时候；

不管你控制得再好，它还是会偷偷的从眼角那儿流出；

不管你多么不想流泪，夜深时，一个人时，那可恶的泪水总是

不听使唤的流出。。。

流泪=

伤心；高兴；脆弱；发泄；生气

***

矛盾的我，都不知道自己在写些什么！？ 搞不懂。。。

零机会

就那么快。他有了她。没机会的我。怎么办。脑海里想着这都是他的眼光不好，他花心，他。。。

无缘。无言

我现在是伤心吗？！应该不是吧！！原来我看人就只会看外表。慢慢的，学会了，也懂了。

***

欺诈了！！！！

深受一肚子气，都不知道该怎么办才好？？？等到可霓的生日一过，你就死定了！！！啊啊啊啊啊啊啊！！！！！！！！怎么办，怎么办？？？我睡不着了啦，无端端被人踩！！！！英文不好那又怎样握，我都不想的啊！！！从小，老师，父母还有朋友都说，英文是要敢敢讲，不会有人笑你的。那你又是什么意思？？？死陈氏先生，你给我好好的记住！！！

样样要求完美的你，总有一天会落败！！！不要怨我诅咒你，是你先得罪我的！！！

Edit photo!!!

Photo that upload on the public almost is to fooling the viewer!!!!!

Haha!!!! How I say so?! It is because I also do the samrthing!!!!! WAKAKAKA!!!!!

Actually this matter the victims cannot blame the uploader, how to say?! People who feel himself/herself is not pretty, then they will make their outlook more attractive, such as make up, edit their photo, wear more sexy, tattoo, using more branded to show how they rich and so on.....

So, the girlSSSSSSSS who had edit their photo is never had the criminal!!!!!!! Go ahead, do what you want to do!!!!!!!!!!
Go ahead, please don't let yourself feel regret!!!!!!!!!!


GO AHEAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!! that why I feel more comfortable right now!!!!!!!!!!!

It's over

All the things is over!!! Last time is me think to much already, maybe still have other people pity than me, sadness than me, worried than me........................................

How I know???

So from right now, all the things will be settle by MYSELF soon.....soon........as I hope-very SOON, very soon I ZOE POH will be recover like last time..........................

Oh ya, I would like to thanks someone that who told me, after he read my blog, he felt so emo, but at the same time it's also very touchable blog...thanks...

ZOE POH's life is getting to change

*cheers*

最近

My Gosh!!!! Wrote a long page about what I did last few week, but I don't know why I will delete it!! It's ok, as I was write it out, that's mean I already trow my rubbish out, what the bad mood all bye bye, and all my lucky things just hope can keep it as long as possible, haha!!!!!!!

ZOE love her FAMILY so much~~~♥

I like it so much~~~

Please try to click it and see

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JZrHc9uK7bE&feature=related

It is a very nice short video right??? Actually I very like the song, it's done by themselves...

OMG! why my junior are so creative!!! HAHA :)

Hungry!!!

I'm so so so hungry!!!!!

I want eat LAKSA / TOMYAM / STEAMBOAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

AAArrrrhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sorry Dear~~~

Although I'm knowing you will not see my blog, but I wanna say sorry to you here due to we always persuade you do the decided to break up with him!

I know this is very bad, but I feel you very unhappy... We cannot help you to made this problem change to easy job, but at least you are having us, right?

You are very kind lady, and the god will save you to be more happy with your future life~~~

I hope you won't feel so tired with this problem, just cheer up~~~♥

I love you forever dear~~~♥

I Love Summer day~~~♥

Guang yin ma po pi

Today I went my relatives house, you know what I saw??? hehe, tell you guys I saw a man jump down from 15th flour... shock me!!!! he commit suicide!!!! OMG!!!!

I saw the whole procedure the polices and the coffin's car how to bring the death person go hospital... GENG!!!!

But after when I wanna go back I 'hiam hiam' step in the place that he jumped down, huuuu~~~~ scary yar... really scare me!!!!!! ho cai my mom called me, abo I ko step in that place d...

so Guang yin ma po pi♥ me ang thanks God save me♥!!!!

Moody

Do you know why I feel very moody? haiz tell you guys, from right now, I wanna ON DIET!!!!! Do you hear me????

wakakakaka.... I want to be more beauty... but, do you know, it is very difficult to me... please,support me!!!!!

I did a thing that I feel very sorry to myself, it is just now, I eat a half CHICKEN PIE!!!!

OMG!!!! I cannot control myself, it is too delicious, but end up I fat again lo....

♥我的15-09-2009生日故事♥

要给你的惊喜却变成了。。。我的惊喜！！！ 怎么会？

要分享这故事真的好长啊。。。

当我在跟你们计划她的生日的同时，你们也在跟她设计我的生日。。。巧的事来了，就连我们的想法也一样。。我俩的计划搞乱了他们。。试想想，当两边的故事是一模一样时，你们会如何？？？ 哈哈哈（大笑到飙泪）！！！

他们非常的努力的隐满这，很努力。。。

到了当天，跟好笑的事情发生了。。。

打从一开始我就不知道他们的计划，可是就在她打给盈的那一通电话开始，盈就露出了马尾！！！在我逼话之下，更多的疑点就从盈的口中露出来了。。但盈和淑又死不承认。。没关系。。。

就在那一刻，我的电话响起，是讯息，看了一下，我打笑，不，是笑不停！！！盈竟然传错了讯息，上面写上“ I think she know liaola, gai nia...”。。。我简直笑疯了。。。

不过，惊喜在下一刻来领了。。。盈说你们要买东西给奕慧吃会迟点来，原来这是他骗我的。。。

当我把头反过后面时，大大的分红色蛋糕就在我眼前。。我的天啊，这怎么可能！！！盈还偷偷藏了礼物在我的包包里。。哈哈，真是可爱~~~♥

这真的是你们的一番苦心啊，辛苦你们了~~~♥

看看我们的照片吧♥

过后，我们去了医院探望奕慧还买了麦当劳给她。。。哈哈。。。

希望她早日康复，然后变得飘飘亮亮的，调个金龟婿，哈哈哈！！！！！

最后我要许下的愿望是我们的~~~

♥友谊永固♥

Finally end my exam~~~

Although my exam is over already, and I already try my best to do well it, BUT I know I still will

fail minimum 2 subject, which is public speaking and mass media society... I am really useless!!!

burn the mid night oil for a few week, but still no use... scare when see the result come out...

I decided and promise to myself I want study book every day from this semester 2!!!! Do no lazy already!!!!

Love You Guy~♥

I very very love my family♥ ♥ ♥

no matter how I brutal like, they are also willing do anything what for me♥ ♥ ♥

I know I did wrong but this is what I wish to you all, although at the end you didn't do it for me but I know you are loving me as much as I love you♥♥♥

Sorry to my lovely family♥ & thank you very much♥

I am very happy I am having this family, thanks GOD~~~♥

Hello!!!

Hi every one~~~

nice to meet you guys again~~~

from now I will be write my story or some else on here~~~

see you guys here♥