ill at ease

You all might don't understand me,

same as here..... even I myself also not understand me...

now I feel very hopeless, do you know??

Its not so easy to settle, my future plan is broken down because of the suck college!!!

The last and resit paper that have no offer for the resit student, how come???

Why wanna give us wait and wait and wait??!!! FOR WHAT PURPOSE???

what I plan e.g when I'm going to continue my degree and bla bla bla is totally gone...

GONE again!!!

So unlucky har me... what's the fate here??? so suck, so unlucky, so sad, so hopeless, so scare...

I think I sounld try to change myself to become a smart and brave...

Whatever happen I should not CRY and settle myself, the point is do not blame others...

try to the best of my ability~~~

as connie always mention cheers~~~ *but actually I wanna tell her its not so easy to cheer la~~~

I'm fed up :(

At the 1st a beautiful planning is gone!!!
my KL trip!!!

I don't like you treat me not seriously, expecially is what i told you!

I had make a few time confirmation to you told you that i will going to there and find you, plus I already planed my KL trip to my sister and ask her don't worry me... I summore go and check the map to see through the way how i go to find you all.......

but I really don't know actually you got your own planning on that day and you didn't tell me anything!!!
If i really went there,then what you aspect I do??!!
follow your allllllll friendsssssss fooling together??

At the very 1st i thought you all will very welcome me...
haha *cool smile*
is it??!!
i think nope!!!
anyway i wont go there find your already...
you are spoiled my mood today!!!!!!!!!!
really

That is not the fate,its because of me, myself!

Result will be release by tomorrow!!!

But today I accompany jia hui go to college for the 1st day orientation week.

Well I have a very 'good luck' to met my lecturer- miss louise.

Just a simply sk about wheather I got pass in her subject or not?

A very great and shock answer she gave me, she told me just

5 people out of 13 people passed in this paper - Media and Adv.

I continue ask, how about me? She ask me about my full name and think a minute and tell me, I think you no pass!!!!

OMG!!! Its really sad!!! Its really so sad!!!

Actually while after I take this paper, I already know the result, but still hope it can pass smoothly...

Until now I really received the bad news, it was so disappointed to me, I myself...

I cannot graduate together with my friendsss!!!!!!

Oh no no no