笑容的背后

每天看我满脸笑容，可是你们不知道，我多么的想关起我自己，不想应酬其他人！

每个人都问我，zoe你工作还好吗？？ 我说还好啊！！那他们又说，你为什么你在facebook写到这样不开心？？

这时候我才发现，原来当我一个人时，我是多么的悲哀。。甚至写的日也是悲哀。。

我想的东西，我不能用语言来表达，我习惯的，很自然的，把所有事都收在心里，改不了。。

终于，我找到了原因，原来当我坦白的表达内心所有的一切时，眼泪会在我眼里流出来，很自然的，很顺的。。。

所以，我选择静静的。。。

当我要说时，让我对你说，因为那时我忍不住了。。。我需要一个人来倾诉。。。

拜托了。。。我才发现，原来我的笑容是假的，笑容的背后，是一个伤心忧虑的人。。。

我的招牌笑容 :D

Haha, this is my 'zhao pai' smiling!!!!

I like to smile, I love to smile!!!

Smiling can cure all the sadness things!!!

Thats why I'm living with a happy mood all the day!!!

no worry, no moody, no angry, just be happy ~~ <3

cheers~~~ happy go lucky...

I aim for forever 21 2 clothes for a whole week, now I'm coming to get you both!!! pls wait me, I'm just only your owner!!!

I hate!!!

I hate some body kidding with me but there is not funny seriously!

I hate the senior who is moody and she or he is trying to show black face to me or scold me!

I hate the rushing work!

I hate no money!

I hate to talking some time!

I hate the feeling of hungry!

I hate the feeling of someone is not caring about me, but some time I hate people always caring about me! HAHA...

I HATE to begging people!!!!!!!!!!! MOST HATE ==

I hate the childish guys, due to I am a mature girl!

I hate the moody person!

I hate hate hate!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

This called life, when you wanna achieve a thing, you will try hard to do it, but on the way you will feel very tired, after you get the things you will feel happy????!!!!! some yes some no i think so!

Life is actually a wondeful and beautiful and colorful,

is the time to appriciate all the things and not trying to blame anything everythings and anyone!!!

Love You, Love Life~

having a moody mood, and hearing the love & smooth song *my favourite*

off day - shopping day

yesh, today is off day!!!

nothing to do huh!!

no no..

i wanna sleep betul betul, last few days working till so late
and woke up in the early morning, damn tired la!!!
stupid boss!!! @#$%^&* oppssss.....

thats all for today, just because i wan to update my blog as well...

and

i wanna go shopping with mom already!!!

piuuuu, bye...

with happy mood

If I were a princess....

zoe princess ♥

If I were a princess, I will go shopping (like mad)...

If I were a princess, I will held a lot of dinner party..

If I were a princess, I will decorate my room (noble and elegant)...

If I were a princess, I will have all my diet at restaurant but not kopitiam...

If I were a princess, I will go to do plastic surgery (double-edged eyelid), slimming...

If I were a princess, I will go for facial everyday...

If I were a princess, I will buy many many snack...

If I were a princess, I can meet my prince ♥...

If I were a princess, I .............. * sorry can't dinish it *

Bon ordori~~

HAHA, my tittle write as Bon Ordori but actually my post it's not link with it even a little bit...

oppsss, got la,because today is Bon ordori, but we didn't go to explenate..

so we 3 pity guys are going to eat our dinner at 'papa rich', yea just we 3...

the feeling is quite weird, I feel sad so sudden... maybe this time just left we 3 person...

but anyhow I must make them happy...

mom's nasi lemak, walau this cost RM8.90!!! SOOO expensive!!
but nice XD

this is mine, I don't know called what..

papa roti toast, you know the bread is pretty soft!!!

why my dad jzust eat so little?? guess guess guess???

haha, because this early moring he already told me he want go to eat the economic rice on 12am sharp!!!!!

yes!! it's around 大路后there...he heard my cousin say the economic rice is damn nice and will a lot of people go there even at mid night...

SEE, I didn't lie you!!!! they just start the business and the customer was queue to wait them sevre the meal!!!! Woooooo...

this my dad supper!!!!!

okok, the end of my post...

oh wanna say something to my ex housemate- connie..

cheer up nie~~ just try your best even this is hard!! before you wanna made any decision just think propally, anyhow I will always sypport you!!!

+U

Pantai Kerachut 4-7-2010

Yesh!!! Finally i went to Pantai Kerachut...^^

sleep at 2.30am last night and work up 6.30am the morning...

Now, lets the picture tell the story...here we go~~~

Before hiking we girls must take picture heh...

Oh raining...like ama(grandma)!!!

the entrance of the mountain

on our way, feel excited!!! and i must mention that the mountain is not hard to hike as I thought...

Woohuu... we are arrive pantai kerachut, see we so happy..
before we are reach we can hear the sounf wave...

we are so lucky because the weather we go is too perfect..
no sun no rain and still got turtle!!! HAHA...

having our lunch-nasi lemak

after lunch we go to see the turtle!!! see so lucky we are!!!
don't you feel envy??!! heh...

when we don't know they all went where, we prefer sleeping instead of do nothing...

playing games section..
when we are playing we saw a 'amo' and invite her to play with us, she is really friendly..
her name-Flower

here we are~~~
say cheers~~~

oh~~~4pm back by boat!!!
the wave is so big that time, quite scary...