A fool

When I receive the latest news say that you got a new gf,
I pretend nothing to ask you,
I won't cry because of you,
I pretend nothing when talking phone with you,
but thank you so much for your honest to me,
a very first time I been fully trusted to you...

never tears drop at that time,
but then after few days,
I thinking back,
why you want fooling me??
is that I dump you or you dump me??
it's not important anymore..

this is you,
the real you,
playful is you hobby,
I just realize you will never change yourself,
a jerk is ever a jerk,
he won't change to somehow...

I pretend nothing to everybody,
because i know everybody will very happy to hear that,
but I'm heartbreaking,
who's know??

last night,
received a call from long time friend,
we chit chatting,
she told her things yet ask mine too,
she said always see I post so emo status,
what happen to me,
she realize that...
I tell her everything,
and I cry secretly when listening she talking...

The second time cry for a jerk,
well,
I know that is stupid!!

I'm trying to refer back all the things,
the memory is sweet even I never in a relationship with him,
so I decided to keep those sweet memory instead to remember all he bad things...

A special yet a failure relationship between I and him <3
anyway, somehow now,
I would bless you all the best in your future life,
pls change a bit your attitude don't made so much people don't like you even you don't care,
but it is fir your own good,
pls do not hurt your new gf as well, she is so happily now <3

IMY right now, but won't again by tomorrow...

GOOD BYE BABY <3