My diploma cert is going to the end on this coming MAY of year 2010, but can I?
My er jie wanna going to KL on this coming June... How about me?!
wanna follow she go to KL or stay in Penang and continue my study or give up anything and go out and work???!!!
Who else can tell me what to do?
OOOOHHH....spleepy right now because now is 4:15am......
- good night . sweet dream-
How could one MAN can fucking rude like HELL!!!
I am very willing to do this so I must feel very happy to that and cannot blame anyone^^
Firstly, I and my mom went to my cousin house to have the steamboat together!!!♥
HAHA^^ This idea is come out from my cousin and all on the sudden/ last minutes!!!
She decided fetch her mom go to the market that nearby Farlim there and buy some steamboat stuff...
7pm++ Ooo, I and my mom went to their house and kindly buy some drinks and ice to there...
A very pretty nice steamboat♥!!!
9pm++ I went to my friend house to bbq again...eat again!!! ngek ngek ngek^^ FAT jor la, but I just take some fish ball only la, not so much too...10.30pm++ I wanna back already although I know she is very unhappy, but I have no more choice due to my dad is back from his work and I decided bring them go to e-gate to countdown!!! I was expect she can understand me but she didn't, her family got SO many people can countdown together but mine one is just two, so I need to back!!!
So I didn't bother her and back^^
11.15pm++ reached e-gate... damn... no more table is empty!!! walk round and round also can't find any empty table=.=
So I decided go and buy some drinks at Starbucks first...and luckily I saw a place but it is indoor but it's better than no^^
Ordered a cup of Java chips♥- my favorite drinks... and a cup of toffee nut frappuccino & a piece of cake♥
before we left I ask them to wish for themselves and not for their children, both of them are wishing can be safe and sound♥ and I said all the wishes will be come true when you are wish in the new year^^
there are some picture when we are in Starbucks but kinda blur^^
After Starbucks, my friends come and meet up me again, and we just go for a drive around gurney and then went back!!!
That's all my New Year Eve!!!♥
脑海里藏了几千几百万个字想说，想写，想发泄出来，可是当我面对着电脑的时候我且写不出内容，只能写出现在的感受。
想着 想着，眼睛却被泪水把我的视线给弄模糊了。。。
有些事只能自己知道，告诉了别人，人家会说你在背后讲人家的坏话。。。毕竟，人格有致，他有他的样，我有我的样，竟然别人跟我开不了这样子的玩笑，那以后我就得记住了，不要再犯同样的错了。。。或，不要再跟他人开完笑了。。。
我就是这样，喜欢夸张的摆弄各种的玩笑，姿态，现在的我才知道，原来这样会让人觉得我是一个做作的女生。。。我从来都没擦觉到，真的，我发誓。。。
表面装坚强的我，每次每次都独自一个人的，多在房间了偷偷哭泣。。。已经忘记了大大声，狂哭的感觉了。。。为了要展现我不是一个弱者，我选择了这样来掩护自己。。。
原来当我真正遇到有心事的时候，我会选择藏在心里；我不会选择飚车，反而架得更慢；一个人回到家时，又办得没一回事。。。
前天，二姐还问我说，我是不是失恋了，为什么看起来闷闷不乐。。。哈哈，那只是因为我没心情讲话而已，没谈什么恋爱啦！做人真的好累啊！！！你知不知道？？要看人家的脸色做人。现在，连跟人家开个小玩笑也要看对方的心情先。。。
我想了很久很久，到底要改变我的性格呢，还是保留自己的做人的方式？？？我不知道。。。顺其自然吧！！！
好想念以前小时候的日子；好想逃避现在的生活/日子；好想去高高的山上看星星，这样我跟星星的距离就会比较近，它们会知道我的存在，知道我在跟它们说心事；好想有人可以跟我分担这一切的一切；真的好想。。。 好想。。。好想。。。因为我真的觉得好累，好累。。。
