superwoman

一波未平，一波又起！

2011-12-12T01:25:00.000-08:00

I lost my Iphone!!!!!!!!!!!

A very mystery lost it...

even CCTV oso can't see it...

damn fucking sad...

cry whole day!!!!!!!!!!!!! aaarrrrrgggggggggggggg

:'(

A fool

2011-12-06T00:42:00.000-08:00

When I receive the latest news say that you got a new gf,
I pretend nothing to ask you,
I won't cry because of you,
I pretend nothing when talking phone with you,
but thank you so much for your honest to me,
a very first time I been fully trusted to you...

never tears drop at that time,
but then after few days,
I thinking back,
why you want fooling me??
is that I dump you or you dump me??
it's not important anymore..

this is you,
the real you,
playful is you hobby,
I just realize you will never change yourself,
a jerk is ever a jerk,
he won't change to somehow...

I pretend nothing to everybody,
because i know everybody will very happy to hear that,
but I'm heartbreaking,
who's know??

last night,
received a call from long time friend,
we chit chatting,
she told her things yet ask mine too,
she said always see I post so emo status,
what happen to me,
she realize that...
I tell her everything,
and I cry secretly when listening she talking...

The second time cry for a jerk,
well,
I know that is stupid!!

I'm trying to refer back all the things,
the memory is sweet even I never in a relationship with him,
so I decided to keep those sweet memory instead to remember all he bad things...

A special yet a failure relationship between I and him <3
anyway, somehow now,
I would bless you all the best in your future life,
pls change a bit your attitude don't made so much people don't like you even you don't care,
but it is fir your own good,
pls do not hurt your new gf as well, she is so happily now <3

IMY right now, but won't again by tomorrow...

GOOD BYE BABY <3

:(

2011-07-11T11:39:00.001-07:00

i feel so wronged!!!

had a very long time din touch my blog!

okay i am getting fattier

i am getting tired

i am getting sad :(

ppl say me changed a lot but i dun feel it

ppl misunderstand me i dun wan to explain

nobody love me i pretend like nothing happen

u can see me smiling to u always

u can see me chit chat all the time

u won't see me cry!!!

feel like falling in love to something!!!! but i couldn't get it!!!

these is recently me!! recently zoe!!!

oh oh~~

2011-05-03T06:00:00.000-07:00

oh no~~~ my lapie rosak liao!!!!

charm liao!!!!

wanna keep fit again liao!!! gaining weight!!!!!

天下没有不散的宴席

2011-04-29T07:23:00.000-07:00

I'm just back from Hong Kong, but a very down mood due to I''m too miss HK!!!

I'm very enjoy in the whole trip <3

I <3 Desneyland damn muchie~~~

I <3 the Macau night view, it is so amazing~~~

I like the trip leader, she is so nice and funny~~~

I like to see my parent so happy in the trip, and those auntie uncle is so cute and so happy~~~

All the meal is too delicious and we can't finish it,because the portion is too much~~~

Unfortunately, I can't stay there...

Unfortunately, we had to break up at the airport...

BUT, it seem that fate is very enough for us due to we got the chance to meet each other <3

lots of photo coming soon <3 bye

Oh My Gosh~~

2011-04-19T09:03:00.000-07:00

oh gosh like this feeling freaking much!!!!!!!!

don't know how to describe about those feeling,damn~~

so just enjoye with it enough~~ <3

oh my gosh!!!

i'm gaining weight!!! I'm gaining 3kg in these few month!!!

always supper at the night and eat rice everyday!!!

cannot already!!! have to control myself i can't become fatty again~~~

to all the readers, give me some idea how to keep fit?? how to slim down????

our's new year

2011-03-07T23:22:00.000-08:00

this is my new year <3

a very late post, sorry reader..

has stoped my blog quite a long time, its free to write now~~~ aha...

so i'm so busy in my job, everyday work til bery late,and when wake up its time to go work... =.=

sometime tired with my job but think back, if no work how about my income, so just do it!!!

And don't blame with anyone, but some customer really sucks and stupid ediot... oopppsss am I blaming now??!! >.=

oh ya, last week i cuted my eyelashes againts!!!! aha... short again...

erm anythings else to say......... i think no so bye la ^^

笑容的背后

2010-11-09T09:13:00.000-08:00

每天看我满脸笑容，可是你们不知道，我多么的想关起我自己，不想应酬其他人！

每个人都问我，zoe你工作还好吗？？我说还好啊！！那他们又说，你为什么你在facebook写到这样不开心？？

这时候我才发现，原来当我一个人时，我是多么的悲哀。。甚至写的日也是悲哀。。

我想的东西，我不能用语言来表达，我习惯的，很自然的，把所有事都收在心里，改不了。。

终于，我找到了原因，原来当我坦白的表达内心所有的一切时，眼泪会在我眼里流出来，很自然的，很顺的。。。

所以，我选择静静的。。。

当我要说时，让我对你说，因为那时我忍不住了。。。我需要一个人来倾诉。。。

拜托了。。。我才发现，原来我的笑容是假的，笑容的背后，是一个伤心忧虑的人。。。

我的招牌笑容 :D

2010-10-25T23:14:00.000-07:00

Haha, this is my 'zhao pai' smiling!!!!

I like to smile, I love to smile!!!

Smiling can cure all the sadness things!!!

Thats why I'm living with a happy mood all the day!!!

no worry, no moody, no angry, just be happy ~~ <3

cheers~~~ happy go lucky...

I aim for forever 21 2 clothes for a whole week, now I'm coming to get you both!!! pls wait me, I'm just only your owner!!!

I hate!!!

2010-10-21T08:59:00.000-07:00

I hate some body kidding with me but there is not funny seriously!

I hate the senior who is moody and she or he is trying to show black face to me or scold me!

I hate the rushing work!

I hate no money!

I hate to talking some time!

I hate the feeling of hungry!

I hate the feeling of someone is not caring about me, but some time I hate people always caring about me! HAHA...

I HATE to begging people!!!!!!!!!!! MOST HATE ==

I hate the childish guys, due to I am a mature girl!

I hate the moody person!

I hate hate hate!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

This called life, when you wanna achieve a thing, you will try hard to do it, but on the way you will feel very tired, after you get the things you will feel happy????!!!!! some yes some no i think so!

Life is actually a wondeful and beautiful and colorful,

is the time to appriciate all the things and not trying to blame anything everythings and anyone!!!

Love You, Love Life~

having a moody mood, and hearing the love & smooth song *my favourite*

off day - shopping day

2010-10-12T00:07:00.000-07:00

yesh, today is off day!!!

nothing to do huh!!

no no..

i wanna sleep betul betul, last few days working till so late
and woke up in the early morning, damn tired la!!!
stupid boss!!! @#$%^&* oppssss.....

thats all for today, just because i wan to update my blog as well...

and

i wanna go shopping with mom already!!!

piuuuu, bye...

with happy mood

If I were a princess....

2010-07-24T10:37:00.001-07:00

zoe princess ♥

If I were a princess, I will go shopping (like mad)...

If I were a princess, I will held a lot of dinner party..

If I were a princess, I will decorate my room (noble and elegant)...

If I were a princess, I will have all my diet at restaurant but not kopitiam...

If I were a princess, I will go to do plastic surgery (double-edged eyelid), slimming...

If I were a princess, I will go for facial everyday...

If I were a princess, I will buy many many snack...

If I were a princess, I can meet my prince ♥...

If I were a princess, I .............. * sorry can't dinish it *

Bon ordori~~

2010-07-18T02:54:00.000-07:00

HAHA, my tittle write as Bon Ordori but actually my post it's not link with it even a little bit...

oppsss, got la,because today is Bon ordori, but we didn't go to explenate..

so we 3 pity guys are going to eat our dinner at 'papa rich', yea just we 3...

the feeling is quite weird, I feel sad so sudden... maybe this time just left we 3 person...

but anyhow I must make them happy...

mom's nasi lemak, walau this cost RM8.90!!! SOOO expensive!!
but nice XD

this is mine, I don't know called what..

papa roti toast, you know the bread is pretty soft!!!

why my dad jzust eat so little?? guess guess guess???

haha, because this early moring he already told me he want go to eat the economic rice on 12am sharp!!!!!

yes!! it's around 大路后there...he heard my cousin say the economic rice is damn nice and will a lot of people go there even at mid night...

SEE, I didn't lie you!!!! they just start the business and the customer was queue to wait them sevre the meal!!!! Woooooo...

this my dad supper!!!!!

okok, the end of my post...

oh wanna say something to my ex housemate- connie..

cheer up nie~~ just try your best even this is hard!! before you wanna made any decision just think propally, anyhow I will always sypport you!!!

+U

Pantai Kerachut 4-7-2010

2010-07-05T10:05:00.000-07:00

Yesh!!! Finally i went to Pantai Kerachut...^^

sleep at 2.30am last night and work up 6.30am the morning...

Now, lets the picture tell the story...here we go~~~

Before hiking we girls must take picture heh...

Oh raining...like ama(grandma)!!!

the entrance of the mountain

on our way, feel excited!!! and i must mention that the mountain is not hard to hike as I thought...

Woohuu... we are arrive pantai kerachut, see we so happy..
before we are reach we can hear the sounf wave...

we are so lucky because the weather we go is too perfect..
no sun no rain and still got turtle!!! HAHA...

having our lunch-nasi lemak

after lunch we go to see the turtle!!! see so lucky we are!!!
don't you feel envy??!! heh...

when we don't know they all went where, we prefer sleeping instead of do nothing...

playing games section..
when we are playing we saw a 'amo' and invite her to play with us, she is really friendly..
her name-Flower

here we are~~~
say cheers~~~

oh~~~4pm back by boat!!!
the wave is so big that time, quite scary...

wuuu~~~~

2010-06-29T10:01:00.000-07:00

SEE, all of them is posting thier convocation's picture!!!

All of them was officially GRADUATE!!!

But me??!! Wuuuu~~~~ Wuuu~~~~ Wuuu!!!!!!!!

I don't want!!! I don't want!!!

Regret also no use already!!!!!!!!

Face to it la Poh Yeong Huey!!!!!!!

As connie say, it will be my turn!!!!!!!!!

I'm just waiting the right time...

coming soon~~~

The dinner

2010-06-20T00:18:00.001-07:00

Ka chak ka chak ka chak~~~
♥

it's mean i'm taking picture~~~

yeah action ♥

zoe ♥ alicia

i know this is ugly ^^

alicia ♥ lovely mummy

pretty mom (people say we three look like 3 sibling)

HAHAHA ^^

alicia ask me to send picture msg for her "baby" and said she miss him ♥

the last photo but not least

I quite enjoy the dinner although all the people I also not recognize, but they are so kind...

love them and God bless them ^^

卓佳慧

2010-06-16T11:10:00.000-07:00

她，是我最要好的朋友，俗称—好朋友。
我对她却又爱有恨。
我讨厌她每次都爱自己乱乱乱想，又问我一些有的没的，回答她了，又说我的答案另到她对我失望，拜托，我只是给意见而已嘛～～～
每次这样吵过后我都会看回信息，她真是另我感到伤心+心烦啊！！！(偷偷告诉你，今晚，当我看回我们每一张的信息时，我掉了几滴泪，几滴而已啦)
可是，
她，对我很好(我觉得我也对她不赖啊)。。。
她，常常开车载我（可是，有的时候我也会载她啊，很少啦）。。。
她，常常打电话给我（可是，我没钱啊，而且，我都电话费一半以上都是sms你耶）。。。
她，有时候会请我吃东西耶（我没钱嘛，我真的没钱）。。。
她，很有心思的去做一些东西给我（我没那个心思嘛，其实，我懒惰啦，行了没）。。。
她，每次吵架都让我（我知道我霸道，可是。。。呵呵。。。）。。。
她，每次说我们意见不合时所说的话很伤她（也许你不知道，我是一个不善于表达的人，固执的人，你要我说的话，好听的话我故意不说，对不起啦）。。。
她，把我宠坏了（我妹说的）（就因为如此，当你说不要再对我好了，我嘴里说很好，但是我却害怕起来）。。。
我们的友谊应该会长久吧？！

This is my mood now

2010-06-13T22:07:00.000-07:00

HAHA.... yesh, it's relaxing~~~

how good am I!!!!

sit at home, watch movie, eating, sleeping................

BUT, now gaining fat!!!!!! AAArrrrrggggg!!!!!!

Well, I am going to find some job this few week, if not my mom will bla bla bla in front of me when she face me!!!!!

Good bye lazy mood, welcome pressure day!!!!

ill at ease

2010-05-29T09:54:00.000-07:00

You all might don't understand me,

same as here..... even I myself also not understand me...

now I feel very hopeless, do you know??

Its not so easy to settle, my future plan is broken down because of the suck college!!!

The last and resit paper that have no offer for the resit student, how come???

Why wanna give us wait and wait and wait??!!! FOR WHAT PURPOSE???

what I plan e.g when I'm going to continue my degree and bla bla bla is totally gone...

GONE again!!!

So unlucky har me... what's the fate here??? so suck, so unlucky, so sad, so hopeless, so scare...

I think I sounld try to change myself to become a smart and brave...

Whatever happen I should not CRY and settle myself, the point is do not blame others...

try to the best of my ability~~~

as connie always mention cheers~~~ *but actually I wanna tell her its not so easy to cheer la~~~

I'm fed up :(

2010-05-27T09:46:00.000-07:00

At the 1st a beautiful planning is gone!!!
my KL trip!!!

I don't like you treat me not seriously, expecially is what i told you!

I had make a few time confirmation to you told you that i will going to there and find you, plus I already planed my KL trip to my sister and ask her don't worry me... I summore go and check the map to see through the way how i go to find you all.......

but I really don't know actually you got your own planning on that day and you didn't tell me anything!!!
If i really went there,then what you aspect I do??!!
follow your allllllll friendsssssss fooling together??

At the very 1st i thought you all will very welcome me...
haha *cool smile*
is it??!!
i think nope!!!
anyway i wont go there find your already...
you are spoiled my mood today!!!!!!!!!!
really

That is not the fate,its because of me, myself!

2010-05-09T20:52:00.000-07:00

Result will be release by tomorrow!!!

But today I accompany jia hui go to college for the 1st day orientation week.
Well I have a very 'good luck' to met my lecturer- miss louise.
Just a simply sk about wheather I got pass in her subject or not?
A very great and shock answer she gave me, she told me just
5 people out of 13 people passed in this paper - Media and Adv.
I continue ask, how about me? She ask me about my full name and think a minute and tell me, I think you no pass!!!!
OMG!!! Its really sad!!! Its really so sad!!!
Actually while after I take this paper, I already know the result, but still hope it can pass smoothly...
Until now I really received the bad news, it was so disappointed to me, I myself...
I cannot graduate together with my friendsss!!!!!!
Oh no no no

Deleted

2010-04-28T10:30:00.000-07:00

Okay, enough, I was deleted every thingssss... Including my mind... Including what I said...

Mass Com Night 2♥1♥

2010-04-04T01:18:00.000-07:00

I don't want to talk so much right here,

just let the picture do the talking>>>

took the picture before going

WAHHHHHHH!!! This shot look so slim!!!!

I ♥ it

Gosh!!!! we are kssing!!!!!!!!!

Me & Sandy

'Aneh' posting

Me & Janice

Our lecturer- Ms Ngu

Blacky girls ♥

Ying Chiet, Phaik Im, Daisy, Zoe, Evonne, Jasmine, Chloe

our lovely class rep- Suzzhane

Y2M 56

Handsome guy- TP Neoh

pretty enjoy on that night♥

Help Me Pls

2010-03-21T00:02:00.000-07:00

Can I don't want go to the Redang trip?

Because I just realize I really out of my budget....really....

I'm not kidding with you all, you not on my situation right now...

you don't understand!!!!!

OK, it's my fault!!!!! I suppose cannot promise you!!!!!

I really regret.........

Somebody help me to run out of this situation???!!!!

somebody help???!!!!!

NObody I think.............. :(

start blogging AGAIN

2010-03-13T01:38:00.000-08:00

Harlo Harlo Harlo

Have a quite long time I didn't blogging already~~~

money not enough use arrr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
really.............................
1st: contact lens RM 100++
2nd: go for Redang trip RM 400++
3rd: puma bag / camera RM 200++
( confusing don't know want which one???? )
4th: going to donation for old folk RM 100 ( compulsory)
BUT my bank just left RM 800, how I use in my daily need??!!
How ??? wuwuwu~~~~~
that's why I said that '心有千千万万个结' in facebook....
Don't know Don't know Don't know

Relax laaaa~~~~

2010-02-08T09:17:00.000-08:00

Take a 'cutie' pose~~~ ngek ngek ngek~~~

NAH!!!!

Make a 'nice' basket by my own....

It is very nie & special!!!!!

take a look, I never lie my friendsss....

see, this is just a simple basket & quite ugly!!!

After decorated by my hand and creative brain,

Teng Teng ----->

Shi bu shi hen MEI~~~~

I told you already!!!!

HAHAHA~~~~~

(^^)

The Thought of Tonight

2010-02-07T11:07:00.000-08:00

Finally,found some musics♫ that are suitable to my blog and my spirit...

My diploma cert is going to the end on this coming MAY of year 2010, but can I?
My er jie wanna going to KL on this coming June... How about me?!
wanna follow she go to KL or stay in Penang and continue my study or give up anything and go out and work???!!!
Who else can tell me what to do?
OOOOHHH....spleepy right now because now is 4:15am......
- good night . sweet dream-

知足

2010-02-06T09:12:00.000-08:00

今天的我真正感觉得到，原来我是很命好的人~~

虽然我有点笨！不会读书！外貌不怎么好看，广东话就是“麻麻地”！

但是。。。

♥我很幸福♥

上帝给了我一个小康之家，虽然不怎么有钱，但我们都不愁吃，也不愁穿。。。

上帝还给了我一个健全的身躯，健康的身体。。。

这句话真的是有感而发的。

今天，我遇到了一个人，也遇到了一件事，

那就是一位比我还要小的女生，离乡背井，来到了这里。。。

她是怎样生活的你们知道吗？

让我来告诉你们吧。。。

她；19岁，命运都掌握在她的经纪人手中，

从早到晚的工作时间都是排得满满的，没停过，她的工作就是。。。

钟点女佣

从她一踏进我家们的第一步，就忙个不停。。平时是由我和姐妹们分担的工作，

今天都由她完成了。。。我虽然很开心，但还是有颗内疚的心。。

她不止在我们家作几个小时的帮佣，做完这摊，还要赶下一摊。。。

本来想给一点点小费，但是妈妈说她们如果被捉到是会被打的！！！

她的辛苦谁能懂？！

有！！她的同胞们懂~ 因为，她们做的都是同一件事。。。

她们要回一趟“家”有多难？！！

你们有家的，却不想回！！

当你们看到这一篇虽然简单，但是是真实的故事时，

想一想疼爱你的家人，你们生活的圈子是多么的美好。。。

穷苦的家庭，试想想，世界上还有比你更加穷的家庭。。。

外表难看的，至少你四肢健全。。。

有身体缺陷的，你还有更更更加疼你的家人陪在你的身旁度过难关。。。

世界是大到连我们也无法想象的，也无法看到的，当你哭时，也有人陪你哭。。

试着这样想想，世界是不是美好的不得了呢！！！

I'm so so fucking mad!

2010-01-30T07:05:00.000-08:00

How could one MAN can fucking rude like HELL!!!

OMG!! So so mad I am!!!

ok, let me story to you guys....

when I waiting a parking place for so long time, and I had did what I need to do, like waiting aside and turn on the signal... MANA TAU!!! EERRRGGHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! One fucking rude man was park my place!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And my mom are telling him we was waiting for so long time, and I ask him is it you don't want to move away your car? BUT! you know what the rude man answered me!? YES, I DON'T WANT TO MOVE MY CAR ALREADY!

OMG!!! what a rude man you are????

totally feel 'pensang' to this guy!!!!

and I did a stupid thingsss!!!! guess what am I did!!??

HAHA... :D Have a look and remember this....

teng teng teng teng..

yes...the white shite man is the one who did the rude things!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hope god will bless him and don't get the pay!!!!!!

Midnight Post♥

2010-01-08T09:58:00.000-08:00

Random post some pictures

♥

took before I went to sunset bistro♥

walking alone...♥

I ♥ Mummy

I & Daisy (Red box)

I & Ying Chiet

I & Yvonne

Tomato ♥ ying zhi ♥ Zoe

Tomato & KK draw smtg to place in Starbucks♥

Zoe ♥ Mcd

will update you guys soon~~~

Nitezzzzzzz.......

2010♥

2009-12-31T21:57:00.000-08:00

♥ HAPPY NEW YEAR ♥

OK, honestly I was very mad to my sisters them in the very beginning, I was begging them to go with us together, BUT..........................

but at the end I had straighten out my mind to that I cannot force anyone to do the things they are unwilling to do...

Its OK^^, you all just go to enjoy your party, still got me can accompany our parent although I also have party in my friend house...

I am very willing to do this so I must feel very happy to that and cannot blame anyone^^
Firstly, I and my mom went to my cousin house to have the steamboat together!!!♥
HAHA^^ This idea is come out from my cousin and all on the sudden/ last minutes!!!
She decided fetch her mom go to the market that nearby Farlim there and buy some steamboat stuff...
7pm++ Ooo, I and my mom went to their house and kindly buy some drinks and ice to there...
A very pretty nice steamboat♥!!!

9pm++ I went to my friend house to bbq again...eat again!!! ngek ngek ngek^^ FAT jor la, but I just take some fish ball only la, not so much too...
10.30pm++ I wanna back already although I know she is very unhappy, but I have no more choice due to my dad is back from his work and I decided bring them go to e-gate to countdown!!! I was expect she can understand me but she didn't, her family got SO many people can countdown together but mine one is just two, so I need to back!!!
So I didn't bother her and back^^
11.15pm++ reached e-gate... damn... no more table is empty!!! walk round and round also can't find any empty table=.=
So I decided go and buy some drinks at Starbucks first...and luckily I saw a place but it is indoor but it's better than no^^
Ordered a cup of Java chips♥- my favorite drinks... and a cup of toffee nut frappuccino & a piece of cake♥
before we left I ask them to wish for themselves and not for their children, both of them are wishing can be safe and sound♥ and I said all the wishes will be come true when you are wish in the new year^^
there are some picture when we are in Starbucks but kinda blur^^

After Starbucks, my friends come and meet up me again, and we just go for a drive around gurney and then went back!!!

That's all my New Year Eve!!!♥

又再一个深夜了

2009-12-17T10:31:00.000-08:00

脑海里藏了几千几百万个字想说，想写，想发泄出来，可是当我面对着电脑的时候我且写不出内容，只能写出现在的感受。

想着想着，眼睛却被泪水把我的视线给弄模糊了。。。

有些事只能自己知道，告诉了别人，人家会说你在背后讲人家的坏话。。。毕竟，人格有致，他有他的样，我有我的样，竟然别人跟我开不了这样子的玩笑，那以后我就得记住了，不要再犯同样的错了。。。或，不要再跟他人开完笑了。。。

我就是这样，喜欢夸张的摆弄各种的玩笑，姿态，现在的我才知道，原来这样会让人觉得我是一个做作的女生。。。我从来都没擦觉到，真的，我发誓。。。

表面装坚强的我，每次每次都独自一个人的，多在房间了偷偷哭泣。。。已经忘记了大大声，狂哭的感觉了。。。为了要展现我不是一个弱者，我选择了这样来掩护自己。。。

原来当我真正遇到有心事的时候，我会选择藏在心里；我不会选择飚车，反而架得更慢；一个人回到家时，又办得没一回事。。。

前天，二姐还问我说，我是不是失恋了，为什么看起来闷闷不乐。。。哈哈，那只是因为我没心情讲话而已，没谈什么恋爱啦！做人真的好累啊！！！你知不知道？？要看人家的脸色做人。现在，连跟人家开个小玩笑也要看对方的心情先。。。

我想了很久很久，到底要改变我的性格呢，还是保留自己的做人的方式？？？我不知道。。。顺其自然吧！！！

好想念以前小时候的日子；好想逃避现在的生活/日子；好想去高高的山上看星星，这样我跟星星的距离就会比较近，它们会知道我的存在，知道我在跟它们说心事；好想有人可以跟我分担这一切的一切；真的好想。。。好想。。。好想。。。因为我真的觉得好累，好累。。。

A sleepless night

2009-12-11T12:05:00.000-08:00

Oh oo~

Now is 4:07am, but me still sit infront on my laptop...
again a sleepless night!
now hearing some songs, reading people blog, thinking some problem....
what's problem??!
It's about you?
Seriously you are hurting me so deep, and I feel very SAD yet MAD to you.
Is you calling us go out together, but at the end why you are keeping quietly.
I don't understand?
Ask me need to cherish about our friendship, I doesn't did it before? are you really feel like that?
I don't understand?
I thought after you STPM we can hang out and crazy whole day, but I was wrong!
Totally wrong!
You say I didn't care for you before, am I?
I thought that's all is not the problem, but yesterday when I saw your message, I just realize that we are having SO MANY problem between you and us...
To you:
Next time please don't force yourself do the things you don't like.
If you don't want we ask you anythings please voice out.
If you want do a whole plannig for us to hang out please hear our suggestion first.
Seriously I'm not blaming you now at all, I also want you know what is my feeling when you say this all things to me. Between I will not going to appologize with you.
YOU ARE ALWAYS MY BEST FRIEND

矛盾

2009-11-14T23:31:00.000-08:00

眼泪；哭泣

它根本解决不了问题；

它只会把那些你所要忘记的回忆通通都浮现回脑海里；

它只会给我们带来跟痛苦；
发泄工具
它的却是我们的发泄工具；
不管男女老少，都会流泪；
不管你有多坚强，总会有流泪的时候；
不管你控制得再好，它还是会偷偷的从眼角那儿流出；
不管你多么不想流泪，夜深时，一个人时，那可恶的泪水总是
不听使唤的流出。。。
流泪=
伤心；高兴；脆弱；发泄；生气
***
矛盾的我，都不知道自己在写些什么！？搞不懂。。。

零机会

2009-11-13T10:22:00.000-08:00

就那么快。他有了她。没机会的我。怎么办。脑海里想着这都是他的眼光不好，他花心，他。。。

无缘。无言

我现在是伤心吗？！应该不是吧！！原来我看人就只会看外表。慢慢的，学会了，也懂了。

***

欺诈了！！！！

2009-11-02T09:36:00.000-08:00

深受一肚子气，都不知道该怎么办才好？？？等到可霓的生日一过，你就死定了！！！啊啊啊啊啊啊啊！！！！！！！！怎么办，怎么办？？？我睡不着了啦，无端端被人踩！！！！英文不好那又怎样握，我都不想的啊！！！从小，老师，父母还有朋友都说，英文是要敢敢讲，不会有人笑你的。那你又是什么意思？？？死陈氏先生，你给我好好的记住！！！

样样要求完美的你，总有一天会落败！！！不要怨我诅咒你，是你先得罪我的！！！

Edit photo!!!

2009-11-02T06:32:00.000-08:00

Photo that upload on the public almost is to fooling the viewer!!!!!

Haha!!!! How I say so?! It is because I also do the samrthing!!!!! WAKAKAKA!!!!!

Actually this matter the victims cannot blame the uploader, how to say?! People who feel himself/herself is not pretty, then they will make their outlook more attractive, such as make up, edit their photo, wear more sexy, tattoo, using more branded to show how they rich and so on.....

So, the girlSSSSSSSS who had edit their photo is never had the criminal!!!!!!! Go ahead, do what you want to do!!!!!!!!!!
Go ahead, please don't let yourself feel regret!!!!!!!!!!

GO AHEAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!! that why I feel more comfortable right now!!!!!!!!!!!

It's over

2009-10-30T11:52:00.000-07:00

All the things is over!!! Last time is me think to much already, maybe still have other people pity than me, sadness than me, worried than me........................................

How I know???

So from right now, all the things will be settle by MYSELF soon.....soon........as I hope-very SOON, very soon I ZOE POH will be recover like last time..........................

Oh ya, I would like to thanks someone that who told me, after he read my blog, he felt so emo, but at the same time it's also very touchable blog...thanks...

ZOE POH's life is getting to change

*cheers*

I like it so much~~~

2009-10-23T08:36:00.000-07:00

Please try to click it and see

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JZrHc9uK7bE&feature=related

It is a very nice short video right??? Actually I very like the song, it's done by themselves...

OMG! why my junior are so creative!!! HAHA :)

Hungry!!!

2009-10-11T08:13:00.000-07:00

I'm so so so hungry!!!!!

I want eat LAKSA / TOMYAM / STEAMBOAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

AAArrrrhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sorry Dear~~~

2009-10-10T10:47:00.000-07:00

Although I'm knowing you will not see my blog, but I wanna say sorry to you here due to we always persuade you do the decided to break up with him!

I know this is very bad, but I feel you very unhappy... We cannot help you to made this problem change to easy job, but at least you are having us, right?

You are very kind lady, and the god will save you to be more happy with your future life~~~

I hope you won't feel so tired with this problem, just cheer up~~~♥

I love you forever dear~~~♥

I Love Summer day~~~♥

2009-10-02T09:01:00.000-07:00

Guang yin ma po pi

2009-09-29T10:33:00.000-07:00

Today I went my relatives house, you know what I saw??? hehe, tell you guys I saw a man jump down from 15th flour... shock me!!!! he commit suicide!!!! OMG!!!!

I saw the whole procedure the polices and the coffin's car how to bring the death person go hospital... GENG!!!!

But after when I wanna go back I 'hiam hiam' step in the place that he jumped down, huuuu~~~~ scary yar... really scare me!!!!!! ho cai my mom called me, abo I ko step in that place d...

so Guang yin ma po pi♥ me ang thanks God save me♥!!!!

Moody

2009-09-23T00:54:00.000-07:00

Do you know why I feel very moody? haiz tell you guys, from right now, I wanna ON DIET!!!!! Do you hear me????

wakakakaka.... I want to be more beauty... but, do you know, it is very difficult to me... please,support me!!!!!

I did a thing that I feel very sorry to myself, it is just now, I eat a half CHICKEN PIE!!!!

OMG!!!! I cannot control myself, it is too delicious, but end up I fat again lo....

♥我的15-09-2009生日故事♥

2009-09-19T21:15:00.000-07:00

要给你的惊喜却变成了。。。我的惊喜！！！怎么会？

要分享这故事真的好长啊。。。

当我在跟你们计划她的生日的同时，你们也在跟她设计我的生日。。。巧的事来了，就连我们的想法也一样。。我俩的计划搞乱了他们。。试想想，当两边的故事是一模一样时，你们会如何？？？哈哈哈（大笑到飙泪）！！！

他们非常的努力的隐满这，很努力。。。

到了当天，跟好笑的事情发生了。。。

打从一开始我就不知道他们的计划，可是就在她打给盈的那一通电话开始，盈就露出了马尾！！！在我逼话之下，更多的疑点就从盈的口中露出来了。。但盈和淑又死不承认。。没关系。。。

就在那一刻，我的电话响起，是讯息，看了一下，我打笑，不，是笑不停！！！盈竟然传错了讯息，上面写上“ I think she know liaola, gai nia...”。。。我简直笑疯了。。。

不过，惊喜在下一刻来领了。。。盈说你们要买东西给奕慧吃会迟点来，原来这是他骗我的。。。

当我把头反过后面时，大大的分红色蛋糕就在我眼前。。我的天啊，这怎么可能！！！盈还偷偷藏了礼物在我的包包里。。哈哈，真是可爱~~~♥

这真的是你们的一番苦心啊，辛苦你们了~~~♥

看看我们的照片吧♥

过后，我们去了医院探望奕慧还买了麦当劳给她。。。哈哈。。。

希望她早日康复，然后变得飘飘亮亮的，调个金龟婿，哈哈哈！！！！！

最后我要许下的愿望是我们的~~~

♥友谊永固♥

Finally end my exam~~~

2009-09-17T09:14:00.000-07:00

Although my exam is over already, and I already try my best to do well it, BUT I know I still will

fail minimum 2 subject, which is public speaking and mass media society... I am really useless!!!

burn the mid night oil for a few week, but still no use... scare when see the result come out...

I decided and promise to myself I want study book every day from this semester 2!!!! Do no lazy already!!!!

Love You Guy~♥

2009-09-11T00:50:00.000-07:00

I very very love my family♥ ♥ ♥

no matter how I brutal like, they are also willing do anything what for me♥ ♥ ♥

I know I did wrong but this is what I wish to you all, although at the end you didn't do it for me but I know you are loving me as much as I love you♥♥♥

Sorry to my lovely family♥ & thank you very much♥

I am very happy I am having this family, thanks GOD~~~♥

Hello!!!

2009-09-09T02:00:00.000-07:00

Hi every one~~~

nice to meet you guys again~~~

from now I will be write my story or some else on here~~~

see you guys here♥